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My calling, accepted
Jan. 1st, 2015 08:29 pmSpirit kept putting pressure on me. I kept putting it off, looking for technological ways to serve my own need to make and be useful despite the illness of my body.
Instead, finally, the spirits of Wisdom and of Turtle Island (the North American continent) spoke up and said plainly (and repeatedly):
"Anigumi."
I did not listen.
See, as near as I can tell, the anigumi is the priest of a Native tribe which is not in my direct bloodline (my family does have some Native blood a few generations back, but it's Miami from the Indiana region). I wouldn't understand why they kept saying it. But finally, I was told outright, "You're ignoring your own call."
And when I asked? "Anigumi!"
So I'm going to find out what this means. So far my Google research is turning up nothing but characters from anime, but that doesn't mean much since I'm currently online through a content-filtered connection. I'll try again later, through a less restricted connection.
...And in related/unrelated news, I know my own gender now. I know it clearly.
Both male and female, together.
When I looked it up, two answers appeared. So I consulted my spirit, asking how I felt.
With "androgyne" my spirit withered. With "two spirit" it surged.
I am two spirit. And I suppose I will learn about anigumi. I am told they (the elders and teachers of it) will guide me.
We will learn soon whether that is so.
Instead, finally, the spirits of Wisdom and of Turtle Island (the North American continent) spoke up and said plainly (and repeatedly):
"Anigumi."
I did not listen.
See, as near as I can tell, the anigumi is the priest of a Native tribe which is not in my direct bloodline (my family does have some Native blood a few generations back, but it's Miami from the Indiana region). I wouldn't understand why they kept saying it. But finally, I was told outright, "You're ignoring your own call."
And when I asked? "Anigumi!"
So I'm going to find out what this means. So far my Google research is turning up nothing but characters from anime, but that doesn't mean much since I'm currently online through a content-filtered connection. I'll try again later, through a less restricted connection.
...And in related/unrelated news, I know my own gender now. I know it clearly.
Both male and female, together.
When I looked it up, two answers appeared. So I consulted my spirit, asking how I felt.
With "androgyne" my spirit withered. With "two spirit" it surged.
I am two spirit. And I suppose I will learn about anigumi. I am told they (the elders and teachers of it) will guide me.
We will learn soon whether that is so.
