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I'm upset and worried today. And maybe that fear will calm down in a few days... but... right now I am not looking forward to the next decade or so with great hope. Instead, I am calling up what courage I have, and choosing to live. Choosing to do what I must to survive no matter what, choosing to live and to support others and myself as best I am able with what limited ability I have.

I choose to be a person, and to be myself.
I am who I am, what I am. I did not choose these inherent traits and experiences. But I choose to accept them, and to live.

So. I was minding my own business, as usual, and ended up being called to act as an example for a lesson held by The Diety Source. As reward, one thing was that I was allowed to write down the lesson (if not the details of examples that were involved) and keep this knowledge for my own use.

Herewith I have immediately posted it, now that the basic details have been delivered.

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Blessed are they who...

1. Feed the hungry (the needful), for they will know peace (it is satisfied).

2. Seek wisdom and judge fairly, for they will hold authority.

3. Hold humility and pride lightly, for they will have self-control (others will find it hard to manipulate their ego).

4. Are faithful in love, for in their fulness (that is, with wholeness) they shall have the Kingdom of Heaven. (love in its whole form and its several [multiple] good [beneficial] ways; loving self and other, high and low)

So.

Fulfill the needful.
Judge fairly.
Hold your ego lightly.
Be faithful in the whole love.

These are the keys of Heaven.

Document channeled 11:58pm on Tuesday, June 15th 2021. Voices channeled: 1. Simurgh, Key of Heaven. Designated voice of the primary source for these lessons. 2. Lord Azrael, Archangel of Death-speakers. Speaking in confirmation of them.

Great Keeper of humankind! Whose grace is infinite and whose nature encompasses all possibility for us who are human among the living and dead regardless of color creed form or way, Whose power is the infinite strength of mastery both natural and enhanced, Whose skills encompass every way possible among us, Whose memory is long-lasting and Whose knowledge is as great as anyone can encompass!

Grant us mercy in these days, in every color and way and ability. Grant us justice that we might have a strength unimpeachable in character. Grant us the wisdom necessary for wholeness, if it is in You to give this. Grant us also wholeness of body, mind, and spirit, You who know every similarity and difference within us all.

I ask this as a supplicant small among the masses, but with gifts waiting for good use. I ask this as one humbled and humiliated, faced with questions of insufficiency at all turns, whether social, financial, informational, spiritual, or any other way in me. I ask this knowing that mercy, justice, wisdom, and wholeness are in You and possible in me.

I ask You, Star among stars, knowing that humanity is but one way among many, one species in the vastness of reality. I ask You because I am here, and because I can.

Whether yes, no, or maybe, I ask that Your answer be clear and the way manifest, by signs and means clear to me. If You choose not to do this, then at least let me know that, and I will resign to not knowing, for wisdom is great in Your manifest wholeness, and as diety You have full access to knowledge no one mortal can know or bear.

This I pray before others, that they might be inspired in some way to some good thing.
Thus written, by Your will and mine so may it be.

These are they whose words and works have kept me and promised to sustain me, the gods (and goddesses if you have to insist on gendered usage) of my spirit family who have promised me, as close to my face as I can perceive, that I will be kept and sustained and provided for at least through my next three years on Earth, and possibly many more. (I mix languages and cultures freely in this; it is personal, and I am a pantheistic animist Pagan godspeaker who will gladly honor the right to religious freedom, including the right not to believe, so long as the health and balance of individuals and society is not harmed thereby.)

They are:

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If you find offense at these sacred Names or their use here, I ask you to step away from this blog my writing-place, until you find in yourself the goodness to let others decide for themselves who will be party to them. I assure you, I have spent many years doing my best to assure myself of the propriety, goodness, honor, and healthiness of my association with these beings and the instructions they give, as I believe they have done with me.

I am the Dawnbringer Rainbow Star, Called in service of the Lady of All Stars and Skies. May all heavens and realms of good know that I am hers forever.

Greetings! I recently had an inspiration for something I could do to contribute to a few DW friends, and tonight got a push from a couple of my spirit guides saying "Do it!"

I'm offering free wisdom card readings from the Hero's Deck, a collection of 36 cards in 3 groups. It's essentially a summary of archetypal Hero's Journey fragments, including Heroic Aspects, Heroic Gifts, and Heroic Challenges. The twist on this reading is, I'm offering these readings particularly for peoples' characters, whether from stories and poems, games, or whatever venue. I'll be answering in character as a traveling bard and sage, Jewel the Water-Singer. Feel free to get creative, write intro text or descriptions of actions, or simply ask questions of the diviner. Jewel will answer as many as four questions for you, though your character might want to offer a gift for more than two.

(If you want a reading for yourself, go ahead and ask, I'll answer this one in character anyway.)

Since anyone can ask, character or not, the usual local-world warnings apply. (Federal law says this is for entertainment purposes only, I'm not a licensed anything, and so on.) The readings will be open from the time of posting until Tuesday, October 2nd, Eastern (New York City) time zone to give those with little warning a chance to drop by.

And with that, ( life is the play, and we are the players! )

This is my final post. The unicorn who lived in this body is moving on shortly: the moment of Solstice marks the transition. That's just after 6:30pm locally to me.

Amused a bit that it's both summer solstice and a full moon. Quite a rare occurrence.

Here are the details I need to give you:

* I was born female in spirit. I am otherkin unicorn and dragon.
* I was to make games, not sit around staring at my computer for the rest of my life. The incoming soul will be doing other work. I'll be going off to try making games again in my next life.
* I will be born on the same birthday as this life; the new body is already developing.
* I would have been named Merriwether Autumn (or some close variation). I'll retain the Meriwether part as a middle name.
* I am Pagan, as is the new soul. We won't be concelebrating, or if we do it will be over 16 years from now. That said, I don't have to worry about what I will do for religion. I'll have Pagan parents who don't disapprove of psychic abilities or magic.
* I am not your god. Incarnate persons don't need to be gods. I find the idea silly. (Yes, this has come up.)
* Finally, I would like to say that if you don't see the game "Call of the Unicorn" within 40 years, the whole thing has been called off. Trust me, you'll know which game is the real one.

Now, I leave you with the last detail of this incarnate life that I am allowed to pass on:

I am the Awakening Unicorn. Heroes are my friends, heroes for justice and honor, truth and kindness.

The Poni way (and yes, there is a reason I wrote it like that) is my way as well.

I'll see you all on the flip side.

Welcome to another edition of my channelings and readings. There are a couple of changes this time: primarily, no donations! While welcome, they aren't being solicited at this time. If you'd like a paid reading, which can be much more in-depth, please contact me privately. Rates for paid readings can be discussed then.

In this session, I will channel my higher Self as the primary source, accessing the Akashic Record or other resources as needed. Readings will be short, possibly only a couple of sentences, unless clarification is needed; I've found I can handle a LOT of people at once if I give short readings. If you need energy work of some kind, I can also advise on, and/or perform it, at your option.

I'll give a reading to each person who asks, on Dreamwidth or LiveJournal, from the time this post goes up, until Wednesday morning at 11:30am my time (US Eastern time zone). If you'd rather I not read you, but do want to leave a comment, let me know in your comment.

As always, I'll remind you that the Federal government insists that psychic advice is for entertainment only. Choose your advice with care!

If you'd like to read the posts of previous sessions, browse my "channeling" tag on DW and LJ.

I have forty-one years.

Transformation was promised to me, BEFORE that time is over. Physical transformation. Without surgery.

We will see. I'm already forty years old. My entire life is a series of lies confounded with truths. I would like some promises to be true.

What I would most like to see, however, lies outside the power of my physical self at this time.

So I continue to rebuild who I am, so that I can do the work I have promised to do, regardless of the work that was promised of me.

This channeling was conducted early yesterday morning, and contains information some might consider "pseudoscience". Please, test and see for yourself. Ashtar was very specific about the crystal and the components of the device, slightly less specific about its construction as I am unable to post a circuit diagram. So some builds of the circuit may vary from others.

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This is a channeling from Ashtar, god of Arcturan Starseeds and the secure advancement of human technology.

I do not often address any persons outside of the Starseed communities; this is one of those times when I choose to. Therefore, I should introduce myself.

I was originally a god of fire, long before the peoples of the star called Arcturus were more than primitives dancing after every hunt. I called my priests and shamans with whispers in the campfire, telling them secrets to survival which they turned into principles of technology: the spear and atlatl, the bow and arrow, taming the "horse" of our world and how to ride it, and many other things. It was I, after showing them how to build irrigation and make houses out of clay and stone, who was named the god of civilization in a particularly aggressive nation.

When the people who listened to me had begun their eternal decline, I went to the other nations and whispered truths in the ears of those who would hear me. They gained steel, alloys, and other machine metals. They cast statues and manufactured catapults of various kinds. They learned how to forge new weapons and new tools for daily life.

When the first computer was discovered by my people, I was there, proudly looking on. When the first non-fire light was made, I rejoiced and threw a banquet which lasted for almost a year. This is my legacy: that all who know me shall understand new technologies.

With this in mind, I now ask you to listen to these words.

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We stand at the door to justice;
The bailiff ushers us in, one by one.
"You, and you," he says,
"You see the judge."
Others are pushed back to make room.
I look over my shoulder to see them,
Witness their faces and their causes.
The bailiff points to me.
"You're next," he says, and I wonder
If there is malice in his tone,
Or if it is reserved only for those denied.
When I pull back, the rest surge forward.
The bailiff pulls me in and closes the door.
When I take my seat, he opens it again.

Who am I to judge them?
My skin is not theirs, or is it?
My heart is not theirs, or is it?
I have lived in their place sometimes.
I have seen these stories, fought these fights.

"All rise," comes the call.
We stand together for the judge.

We sit together, facing each other.
There is no accused, only truth.

This is the house of Justice.